turned to ashes in my mouth
Jul. 14th, 2004 12:52 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
cmdr_zoomY'know what really sucks?
When you 'push' a friend to get something you want...
And then you feel so bad about what you did, you can't even enjoy what you got.
%$)&@!
Bed.
ADDENDUM: I wonder how much of what I'm feeling is because it wasn't Perfect, and I wasn't Perfect, and...
*sigh*
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miladycarol: read and understood, but I probably should have turned off comments from the start. Apologies.
When you 'push' a friend to get something you want...
And then you feel so bad about what you did, you can't even enjoy what you got.
%$)&@!
Bed.
ADDENDUM: I wonder how much of what I'm feeling is because it wasn't Perfect, and I wasn't Perfect, and...
*sigh*
miladycarol: read and understood, but I probably should have turned off comments from the start. Apologies.