That's a toughie. I dwell in the place between the two extremes. I feel that the world is too much with me and that I am too much with the world simultaneously. I can't hate the world, I can certainly feel strong dislike for the situations extant, though. And I don't hate myself, but I'm not overly pleased with my reactions to stimuli, in the moment.
I feel, too much, the pain swirling around myself and those I hold dear. I don't know if I can help anyone else in the moment since I can't seem to grasp control of my own self, presently, but I offer any assistance you request and a lot of love for which you need never ask.
It isn't easy (ok, so it's D@#M hard), but changing how you deal with the world can help mitigate the hate. Heh, you might end up liking both of them. I did.
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Date: 2007-06-22 05:13 am (UTC)I feel, too much, the pain swirling around myself and those I hold dear. I don't know if I can help anyone else in the moment since I can't seem to grasp control of my own self, presently, but I offer any assistance you request and a lot of love for which you need never ask.
*hugs*
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Date: 2007-06-23 12:06 am (UTC)Given that you hate both of them, it's much easier to change yourself than it is to change the world, so work on that perhaps?
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Date: 2007-06-23 04:37 am (UTC)